Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Only God Knows...

Tension so thick you can cut it with a knife. Preparations. Haircut, borrowed shirt. New pants and new shoes. Reliving the past year and documenting 6 hospitalizations, attempts to get into rehab and medical records. Preparation for tomorrow's court hearing for Taylor.

He is unsure - walking a road never traveled. I too am anxious. I have never been in trouble with the law - never gone to court. We do not know what to expect, but are prepared.

Lil guys and Trenton are tucked into bed at Grandma and Grandpa's. Grandma will get them to Church for day 4 of Summer Spectacular. Lil Trevan pines away looking for his "love" Kelly every day. He just can't seem to find her in the sea of thousands.

Trenton is nervous for Taylor. Hopefully serving tomorrow will keep his mind occupied and being at church will facilitate hope and faith, not to mention reminding him to say a prayer!

It is almost midnight and I may turn into a pumpkin - so I better try to get a wink in. I will do my best to hand this all to the Lord and will update you tomorrow when we return.

Thanks for your emails, calls and support.

Whatever will be...will be.
xoxo
Janean